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TODAY is the semi-BIG day (cause the BIG day would be the November showcase which I probably wouldn’t attend, what a pity) and here I am, blogging, an hour before I should be at the LRT Station to meet my fellow Directors =DD. Truly, truly, we fellow D’s are going to be interviewed for the MSC Award that we qualified for after grabbing both of the two awards (2nd for Best Product and 4th for Best Annual Report).

Actually, my last paper for the YEAR END EXAMINATIONS had just ended yesterday and I am totally not in the mood to re-study the Annual Report of the company. However, it is not for me that I am doing it, rather it is for my fellow D’s I’m doing it for. They worked really hard and I am not about to let my mistakes and slips to ruin the chances of getting the awards.

The other schools that are currently or already had their interviews are Catholic High School, SMK Damansara Utama, SMK Subang Utama, and, and, a-a-and ican’trememberthelastschool. There are a total of 5 schools and our school is the last to attend the interiew, according to the schedual. Great, it would be starting at 3.30pm but we have to be there by 2.30 pm in case of any changes. So this interview is in the middle of everything else which means that I can only attend for it and do nothing else today. Except, of course, that’s not what I had in my MIND =DDD.

Since the Amoda building is just oppossite Times Square…and we’re already so far in KL…why not we just "drop by" Times Square and shopeatplayandhavefun? =) That would be nice. Anyways, I have to go, and,

• To Steadfast, I’m sure you all will have fun without me today. You can keep the fan off =P.
• To Steph and Cass Cass, enjoy your PROM night. Take beautiful pictures too =D.
• To all the D’s of TropZ Enterprise, GAMBATTE JIA YOU SELAMAT BERJAYA ALL THE BEST.
• To all SMK Tropicana students, happy holidays and happy post-exams.
• To all SPaMmers, do your best and God bless you for your upcoming SPaMming (countdown: 15 days)

It’s been ages since I updated this journal..I really have the need to write this or i’ll wonder my head off..

Yesterday..was the day 2 boys were drowning in the pool in m apartment around the evening. The boys, one was 9 years old, and his brother, 12. The younger one died and the older was in critical  condition. What happened was that I asked my friend if she wanted to go for a swim in the pool in the evening after getting home. She didn’t reply, so I didn’t bother to call her..

We could have been there. We could have done something. But we weren’t. And this is really troubling both of us in a way.

I know that since we didnt go, it wasn’t God’s plans for us to be there. But i still wonder..

Yeap, like what the title says, IT’S THE NEW YEAR! Happy New Year to all who reads this..and those who don’t uaually, hmm…haha, happy new year to you too!

Before that..

Merry Christmas! Blessed Merry Christmas!

Okay, let’s continue. Hehe, well, it’s 1.25am 1st Jan 2007. So it’s my first blog for the year! Yay! xD I just came back from Julian’s party in his house. Ivan was fetching ^_^ us - Sarah my cousin, Jeremy the pk, Daniel Yong, and I. It was fun..at first, Ivan was banning ps2 for the night. Not long after that, he started playing it himself x). Haha, just had to write that..sorry Ivan! I remember playing some mini toy car race on it, called..micro.. something. It’s so cute laaa..then I guess we sorta missed the countdown =p just in time to see the fireworks outside. It was beautiful..and smoky. Haha, anyways, Happy New Year!

May GOD bless this year of abundance. ^_^
Good nights people..

Beautiful Saviour

Jesus, Beautiful Saviour
God of all Majesty
Risen king
Lamb of God
Holy and righteous
Blessed redeemer
Bright morning star

All the heavens shout your praise
All creation bow to worship You

How wonderful
How beautiful
Name above every name
Exalted high

How wonderful
How beautiful
Jesus your name
Name above every name
Jesus

I will sing forever
Jesus I love You
Jesus I love You

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As another unsuccessful attempt to hate a certain person fails again - oh gosh it’s only been a day, really - and again a cry to God for forgiveness. Because when we love God we can’t hate people, and when we hate people we can’t love God, I’d rather the former. We’re so weak without God in our lives.

Jesus I love You

Jesus we’re living for your name, we’ll never be ashamed of you, WOH ohoh, our praise and all we are today, take take TAKE IT ALL..

Camp is great for all..Everyone experiencing God and blessing His name, wanting to know more about Him. Even when most of us don’t get enough doses of sleep the strength seem to come to praise Him. Give glory to him, even as all of us receive the other doses of post-camp headaches and sore throats..we can praise Him even with that!!

Through this camp i really didn’t quite stop laughing at all..even as we cry to God for forgiveness and thanking Him we can feel the joy in our hearts..ain’t that great, people?? And to see the bonding going on through people, the fellowship, the bright moon n stretch of stars in the sky giving us light, the hokkien mee story, bambi, morning calls, open your hearty and singing in the party songs, we know God is working through us.

A year has gone by since Firedwired, and it doesn’t seem that long, really. But during the bus ride home i realised how weak we can be without God, and how much I have left a problem unsolved for 3 years, letting it pull me down, and how i know in my heart that i don’t want it to anymore.

Thank you God, for your faithfulness.

Open the eyes of your hearty…

OYE Camp, 9-12 Dec 2006

YESTERDAY and today’s the Discovery Days for children aged 6-12. I, as well as many other youths, gave a helping hand to this exciting and tiring-although-we-didn’t-do-much event. The activities yesterday included worship, station games, and living skills. Today though, was there outdoor trip to the zoo! Firstly I would say that the presentations in the zoo were rather intriguing, including the splashes of water from the elephant splash zone. Woo! Although it was a quite wet experience. XD
Having slept at 3am after rolling on the bed continuously for 2 hours, with inserts of water boiling and book reading, I was looking and feeling like a panda by the time we were back in church for their arts and craft time. Soo…being Karina, i took my time in doing everything, from walking to the toi back and forth to eating and helping with the 6-7 year olds. Heeheee..I felt sort of a simultaneous depression and gladness that it was over..haha, somehow it’s a very good experience =)

Hello…..@@ i’m just updating my blog…..because i’m bored at home…..and at night when i sleep i get pretty dramatic dreams…..they’d get pretty funny sometimes. It’s quite fun trying to remember the characters - who i was and who my friends were acting as. Anyone else getting dreams like that? Hmm, for example, you’re Siti Nurhaliza and the public kept asking you whether you’re pregnant? Or maybe you have a baby and a person you know from church became the person who steals your baby to be adopted by other couples…..becoming a badminton play representing the school with other teammates, and it was held in Sunway Lagoon…..an old friend of yours gave you a scrap book about his life to update you, and it has a picture of his current face a4 sized..you know, just a few examples. ^^ Soo, tell me, what’s your dramatic dream?

Wow, October 8 was my last post. That’s pretty long, considering the fact that I blogged pretty much before PMR. Perhaps it kinda gave me a reason to write, you know. Perhaps. It’s October 29 now and there are quite a few friends of mine whose birthdays are in this festive month. And I would like to say… Happy Birthday~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hehe, well..besides that..the last six days were awesome. I went out with friends and all that, had a great time finding presents, the almost-torturous ice skating day, forgetting about Iris’ party, and the rum & raisins ice-cream..LOL. Thanks people..truly.

I feel like I’ve dedicated half of this year to not fall into this trap - on concentrating too much on the exam - but I feel that I failed, badly. Really badly. It’s totally like a slap on the face. You wanna know how i figured out? After the exams, I went out with my friends, like many of us did or wanted to. But that very night, not even the next day yet, I was so, SO, bored. Like, bored. Suddenly I have to face the fact that it’s over and i have to get used to doing zero again. Sheesh. What a ‘great’ after-exam treat. That reminds me, the haze! The haze, the haze, the haze..I don’t like it, but what I don’t like more are the black ants lingering everywhere in my house, the amount of lady spiders in the toilet, and the increase of mosquitos at home (or rather, in my room). Sigh, why am I even putting this down…so un-fun-ed..

Yesterday was fun. We were folding newspapers into messy origamis after trying to solve a puzzle and then we looked, of course, out of our minds, with PMR less than a week away. Despite that I felt really excited that it was going to go away soon, so soon. When we were going to wash our hands before going home, we saw some form 3s and a form 5 playing "Train" around the corridor. As expected of me, I told Lydia and Wee Vien that they’ve totally lost their minds due to stress. And they replied that we have too, doing origamis out of the sudden. Haha, sure, agreed 100%.
I’ve been drawing out plans for the ‘two and a half months break’ in my head, of course. Who wouldn’t after so much of "It’s just PMR"s and "You’ll go through it"s as well as "It’s important, too"s ?!!?? However, I’m not too convinced about living it up to my expectations. You see, most of them aren’t realistic enough. However, I definately will not have a 180 degrees turn from my plans. WaHAHhahAhA hAhAHaha..maybe just i’ll just turn 179 degrees from them..hahaaha….MERDEKA IN NINE DAYS!!! *Countdown* ^_^