its actually 11.25 pm now…im a lil tired and feeling lk im going to get fever..lying on my mattress and using my dad’s laptop…its soooooooooooo bright!!! LOLzz..now listenin to music…remembering how my mum reacted wen she remembers that she’s gona be alone when me and my bro goes to the seminar..blablablablablabla..aihz…hardly any1 on9 hu is my chatter..heehehe
AND SO i didn’t even go to 1U or pyramid..argghhh!!!! And i didn’t get to watch madagascar AAAARRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *breathe in breathe out* during the hols frm 5th to 9th of June i’m going to the seminar in Ipoh…*forced to*..with my cousins..n bro..so scary..
rite..as i thot..carrie won!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And cell retreat was so fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yesterday i didn’t bring calculator to skool n den exam say can use T_T so sad….my brother la!!!!!!!!!!!!!! borrow mine!!!!!!!!! ARRGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! ANW, after exams planning to watch madagascar! with siew may and wee vien…=P can’t wait!
i remembered how i was the night b4 exam..i’d rather vacuum the living room than to study!! i was actually thinking of doing my usual thing(watch tv) but i’ll feel guilty..and nervous the next day..i took out the "Pahlawan Pasir Salak" reference book but when i opened it..argh! i can’t concentrate!! and so i occupied myself…not with books..just "The Phantom o The Opera" hehe..n tmr im going for a cell retreat..and im bringin math and science books..i guess i woudn’t even touch them there lol..watching American Idol now..i’m so excited!! WHO’S GONNA BE OUT??!???!? Bo is gonna win!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!! ahahaha i chi sin ade..i hope carrie goes to the finals..but i feel like vonzell can sing better than carrie..aihz..
on wednesday we had to do UDTA(1500m) and then yesterday my feet was aching and i didn’t noe why…and then ean yin was like "aiyo my leg pain la" and i said "yalo mine oso..i dunno y" ey: "1500" k: "oh…yahorr…..i din think about it haha"…im crazy!!!! lolzz its in the middle of exam n tomorrow im going air keruh, melaka..aiks..should i bring my books there…eyer..haha..
Tomorrow is exam day…and i hardly did any study..feel a lil down..and today the gurls measured height and im 1cm taller!!! err…1 cm 1 year good enuf la…til 18 or 17 oso good enuff d lol..fatt moong oni…wee vien n i was like doing math in class n we keep messing up with the linear equations lolzzz..it was lots of fun..=)
Don’t ever treat a gurl nice, nice, (unless she’s ur sis) if all u wanna do is to noe her..fren. Don’t ever do that..guys..remember!!! Just a sisterly..reminder..whatever u wanna call it..its 2 more days b4 exam for midterm..and today i found my stitches are still not ok..i want my frens…i feel so free with them..wei i won’t do all de "fan fatt" things ok..=P u guys mean so much to me..without ya’ll i might not go on for so long..might have been nutty by now..i noe some1 will alwaiz be with me no matter what happen to me..i love u Jesus..=) love you..dat’s why i have all of u..
some of my crazy frens =)
I’ve become so dark I can’t feel you there, I’ve become so dark so much more aware, I’m becoming this all I want to do is be more like me and …….err..enuff la…i noe there’re many many linkin park fans out there n im not 1 of them so dun "emm mui"…ok..so now its back to normal school days…without cocuriculum..im so used to staying back in school evryday now i feel weird comin back so early…i miss kawad……………………………………………………………………………
exams comin soon..im so not prepared…haihz..and teacher’s day is comin soon…on the examination week lol..(nxt week) Wee Vien n i are plannin to go out this comin Saturday…to shop for presents (teacher’s) n books……etc…n my hws are halfway hangin…can’t wait for holidays!!!!!!! YAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!!!!!! hahaha… i can’t let it go…..it has been forgotten…but i feel like im an alien now..like im stuck in a hole..so hard for me to climb out n no1’s lookin out for me..empty space..thats in skool..*LOST* and not yet found…..
Aww…too bad..didn’t win..went back with nth…xcept 4 jilian cause she won de lucky draw…get a nice cup! I WANT TOO!! =P Sleepy after the kawad…we did so badly the sir was smiling, smiling…yeeee……n now i still walk lk kawad like dat…sad case..
